I wasn’t suppose to be born.

and no this is not me exaggerating or being a drama queen. my Mom was diagnosed with a fatal illness when she was in her late teens. as the years went by things got worse and worse, she went through literal hell every day. my dad was beside her all the way but there wasn’t any hope that things will get better. my Mom was advised to settle everything in her life to prepare to say goodbye to Earth.

it was until they were invited by my uncle to church. they’ve seen a change in my uncle and his wife at that point. they were different, they seemed happy, it seemed they had a light shining through them.

my parents went to church not expecting much and heard about Jesus for the very first time in their life. and when the pastor asked who wants to accept Jesus as their Saviour, they just looked at each other both of them being absolutely sure about this decision and having a deep conviction in their hearts.

they gave their life to Jesus on that night.

the doctors said to my Mom that she can forget to ever give birth to a kid. she was told that from a natural point of view it was absolutely impossible. she was on heavy medication not to mention she was given a death sentence and on top of that by nature it was not a possibility. even if by some miracle it would happen that child would be disabled. incapable to have normal joints, to walk or to hear.

but God had a different plan. He saw the need, the desire and He thought He will give an undeniable proof to everyone that He exists.

my Mom got pregnant.

even though many people were against of me being born, it was not God’s plan.

my Mom and Dad stood on the Word of God and in a way stood by me. my Mom had an amazing 9 months pregnancy.

they said that I won’t be able to walk and I won’t be able to stretch my legs. The strongest part of my body are my legs and my hip is weirdly flexible.

They said that I will be deaf. I’ve been blessed by God not just to hear, but with the talent of music, singing and rythm.

God is never “just enough”. He is overflowing and extraordinary with His blessings. and if this is not a miracle and a testimony that He lives, I don’t know what is.

so I decided to use the talent I was created for.

PS.: my Mom is completely healthy and restored from the illness. they even took her case international because the field of medicine never seen anything like this. well all I’m gonna say is that God is good. I’m happy to be alive.